escapism .

2007-06-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

http://xanga.com/tailormade_love

sometimes change is good. see you on the other side :)

2007-06-18T11:56:00.000+08:00

and that song came on, and my heart stopped for one second. i stole a glance to my right, and i saw that you were singing it too. can't you see that we're meant to be? (ha ha...ha.)

okay. enough dreaming.

you know something's wrong when you play a certain song for like 133485486753423485435476 times over and over again.

2007-06-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

1800-Where-R-You

~~i miss you.~~

2007-06-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

"He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do"

2007-06-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

But somehow I find that we collide

hello! back from camp, which was good :) HUGE BIG HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TAMMIE SIEW MY WONDERFUL SISTER i'm so glad i managed to spend almost the whole of your birthday with you, and i mean close to 22 hours haha! i love our tent and our walks to the toilet:) I LOVE YOU<3 and i hereby declare "when six songs collide" OUR SONG:)

"I will never let go of you, so don't let go of me."
He's the God of wonders and also my daddy in heaven and he has a perfect plan for everyone of us:)
don't give up. because only YOU can carry out God's plan for you; no one else can.

had dance exam today, PRAISE GOD it was okay. i kept smiling at the examiner for some reason, i don't know why. thanks to everyone who wished me good luck! i'm super touched:) esp tam who woke up just to wish me! i feel super blessed! much lovee

after the exam went home, changed then went out with cheryl and leon, the best girlfriends anyone could wish for. i love you guys so muchhhh! sleepover sleepover! i can't wait:) i love everyone around me, thanks guys for putting up with my emoness, esp you Joannn. thanks for the calls and smses and stuff, i really appreciate it. bare with your teeth for the time being, soon the ultimates will have cool matching braces ♥

2007-06-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

but you gave me the best mixtape i had,

rewind. rewind. like now.
.
.
.
.
.
off to camp for 3 days.

2007-06-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

2007-06-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

i'll blow it away, blow it away
can we make this something good?
cause it's all misunderstood

saturday was the end of SLC :( i miss it already! thanks guys for everything, i had a blast:) the grand finale was great stuff man. here's to my group CLIO: abby loves youuu!

to the sc girls cuz we're cool like that

sunday i met liyee on the bus to the station!:) realized that we were both going for emerge and decided to cab down to expo with two of her friends, haha. met ALEEEEEE there, sat with her cell. service was great. then went for lunch with her cell too, then i rushed back to expo for my service haha. theeen i went for emerge (again). it was sooooooo awesome. really really i was crying and hugging everyone. the presence of God was so strong and it felt great to be in His presence. frankly i havent felt like that in a long time, so yeah it was awesome to be so empowered by the holy spirit. i'm glad i fought my fatigue and went:) i love you aleeee, don't cry, it really broke my heart to see you cry yesterday:( you know i'm always here yeah. don't worry about him, he'll come around.
after it ended i was super tired and i couldn't reach liyee so i just cabbed back home. it was like dead in the night when i reached, thank goodness my dad didn't really say anything.

today i dragged myself out of bed for training. operating on very little sleep. haha anyway i had to return my blazer so yeah. after training went to caltex with whit, then i went for dental. and here i am.

tomorrow beckons: service learning fund raising in the morning, then its time to dance dance dance. i hope i dont collapse. im so sick of going back to school every single day, someone save me:(

it's sad how the person i want to be here for me never is.

i worry i won't see your face light up again

2007-05-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

cuz i want nothing more than to
sit outside heaven's door and
listen to you breathing
it's where i wanna be, yeah.

i'm tired but i feel fulfilled. SLC's been good, tuesday we ran up and down orchard (from fareast to like plaza sing) at least 3 times, hahahaha. crazy. but fun:) today we had consortium meetings and everything. pretty good:) formal on friday! how interesting hahaha. so it hasn't really been very holiday-ish of late cuz i've been going back to school and hwach every single day. thank goodness we have a break tmr, i'm glad.

i miss you you you and you. more than you'll ever know. it hurts so much

2007-05-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

"Love didn't work that way, I decided. Once you cared about a person, it was impossible to be logical about them anymore."

2007-05-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

i love cheryl and leonie cuz they make me smile in so many ways. thanks guys. i haven't been in the best mood this past week, but today almost made everything better. almost. i love my girlfriends :)

okay janice dickinson now.

i still need you, like i'm right beside you.

2007-05-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

my hand's in yours.

i shouldn't love you,
but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you,
but i can't move
i can't look away

you still make me smile.

LIT TRIP LEAVING TONIGHT:( omg i'll miss you guys. i was saying bye to everyone over there on joan's phone hahaha. be safe guys, God Bless :) I LOVE YOUU

2007-05-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

maybe if my heart stops beating
it won't hurt this much
and never will i have to
answer again to anyone

please don't get me wrong
because i'll never let this go
but i can't find the words to tell you
i don't want to be alone
but now i feel like i don't know you

2007-05-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

my friends crack me up.

yesterday at vivo, me and mei decided to be lame and buy anything. omggg we felt so retarded but yeah. and me and mei got the same flavour, some apple thing. we felt so cheated okay. then just now mei called me and she was like ABSSSS! i bought anything again and i got GREEN TEA. hahahahahaha and she was so excited.

today after school, me cherylyn and dav went to iceskatee:D kinda random but yeah. hahaha sam and sarah are so pro okay. we were just like skating forward on ice and they were doing spins and stuff. hahah. it was so cold. yea then we had to leave cuz of some hockey thing. anyway, im so glad that tmr's like the last day of lessons. yayyy:)

i feel like giving up.

2007-05-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

i wish i could dance all day.

cuz when i'm dancing, everything temporarily disappears for a moment. it's just me and the wooden floor, i get so caught up in every turn, every leap, every kick. nothing seems to matter anymore, not my horrible chem results, not the physics test we had today, not what's going to happen for open house tomorrow. im just in my little bubble, watching the other dancers, getting in rhythm. us and the music. that's all that matters. and today it just struck me how much i want to continue after the june exam. i so want to continue, i dont care if it means cutting down on my sleep and time for other things. it'll be hard work, but it's gonna be worth it.

on to other things, i'm currently feeling so flippant about my results i'm scaring myself. i did like the worst, ever for chem and i'm not caring. i probably did the same for physics today too. but im freaking not bothering to do anything. i dont know whats happening to me, seriously. :(

today we did our cool awesome beautiful sparkly gold gym board. its prettyful. and we took lotsa cool pictures outside the gym. i think we're rather cooool! me and elaine went to bugis to get stuff with deb and yiting, i think i have a thing in general about buying stationary. its starting to freak me out. see what i mean about not getting myself nowadays.

tons of people are abandoning me next weeeeeeek :(

oh, and. TEAM EDWARD!

2007-05-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

i think,

every girl should have a guy like edward. like seriously.

2007-05-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

We should get jerseys ‘cause we make a good team 
But yours would look better than mine, ‘cause you're out of my league
And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You’re ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I got to say is I must have done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I got to say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky ‘cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliché to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You’re ok with the way this is going to be
’Cause this is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I got to say is I must have done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I got to say is I must have done something right
I must have done something right

2007-05-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

you know, i have these pair of shoes. i've had them for ages; they're a bit dull, a bit irritating, and i still remember the first time when they gave me horrible blisters. but at the end of the day, after trying on all my other pairs of shoes i still end up wearing those shoes. maybe it's the comfort. maybe it's the familiarity. maybe i'm so attached to them and i'm afraid of losing them. maybe it's because i love them.

i love literature and its devices.

2007-05-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

and i'm just waiting in vain cuz obviously, it's never gonna happen.

seriously i'm like this close to giving up.

but im still here. ive always been here.

2007-05-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

it's friday again! hahaha i guess i'm getting quite good at this blog once every week thing. okay maybe two weeks. hahaha. well the days are flying by so fast. like it's gonna be june soon! :D yay for that. i don't know, i'm in a relatively good mood today. although i shouldn't be, but yeah. after gym today we went to waffle to pig out hahaha. i walked in today, it was nice. usually i'm just too lazy so i take a bus but i just felt like walking today. and i thought about a lot of stuff, and i realized that hey, i'm really blessed. with great friends and stuff. and yeah, i was feeling kinda down the past few days but i think i'm alright now. leave everything to God, let tomorrow worry about itself :)

i love the sc cell! they never fail to make me laugh ha ha, we will go Somewhere with this! i can feel it in my bones. hahaha okay now i shall say hello to chem and lit. wish me luckk. i can't wait for everything to be over.

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
(I love you more)

2007-04-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

you say hello, inside i'm screaming i love you
you say goodnight, in my mind i'm sleeping next to you
you drive away, from my car crash of a heart
and i don't know

but you gave me the best mixtape i have
and even all the sad songs ain't so sad
i just wish there was so much more to that
about me and you

EMO NUMBER ONEE. haha. what we sing during physics.

it hurts, you know.

but i'm alright, really. i'm always fine in the end.

2007-04-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

To my dearest Cherylyn Yeo,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!! thanks for being there all this while, listening to me complain and stuff hahah I LOVE YOU! have a wonderful 15th:) you rock girlfriend, and remember: me and Leon are just WAITING for your turn then we'll have like a 24hour bitching/gossiping session hurhur. I CAN'T WAIT<333

2007-04-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

JOAN IS RATHER COOL. HAHAHAHA.

~~who am i kidding man.~~

2007-04-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

why is it that some people will stop at nothing to get what they want? omg you are such a biatch its unbelievable. i am seriously annoyed right now.

DONT WORRY I'M HERE FOR YOU.

): ): ):

2007-04-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

all that i do, comes back to you<3

please please pleaseeeeeeee. :(

but on to happier things! i love my girlfriends cuz they rockkk. haha. they really made my day today, i had an awesome time. love you guys, you make me laugh:) i have a new favourite phrase! ask me for it! hahaha i am seriously quite annoyed right now. leon and cheryl know why. ARGHHHH.

rewind. i don't think you really want it

HAHAHA THIS IS SO RETARDED

we're cool like that:D congrats dan on your win! yay sc's in the finals:)

2007-04-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling quite high now.

here's to four day weeks cuz they seem more bearable somehow,

for being able to screeeeeeeeeaaaaam my lungs out like a mad woman (someone to me: you already are a madwoman. i forgot who.) and just be totally high and WHOOOO we're so hot like BOOM dynamite. i love you DG! i sort of wanna do it again. hahaha.

for friends cuz you guys rockkk. late night scandal swapping with leonie, omg girlfriend sometimes you read my mind hahaha. meie nat jean cheryl and everyone else you make me laugh so bad so i'm even redder than my sunburn! (jeanette calls me the class shrimp.)

for misplaced phones. enough said. i had a good laugh:) you're funny haha

for my daddy in heaven cuz i know He loves me<333

the world's a beautiful place.

2007-04-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

today was one of the longest days of my life i swear. we had pe, tried to do cheer which kinda failed but oh well. we can do itttttt. :) after had chem which was a bore then had cheena test omg suckssss:( i learnt like 100plus cheng yus last night but they all flew out of my head the next day. how nice. then we had um just boring lessons like ss and amath. i felt like dying seriously. and after that we still had extra chinese class. me and huimei had prime seats. yeah right. haha. sat behind meie which i havent seen in 21568723days. haha. cheryl too. i dont see you guys around:( maybe its cuz of cheer. I MISS SEC TWO. sigh. anyway i dont understand the weirdo passage she gave us. its like chinese lit. kill me now please. then i went to put my bag at the gym and we went to the canteen. meie and i did our proposal hahaha:) omg i hope the class agrees on what i decided. haha. then i was like talking to cheryl and hannah to kill time. leonieeee if you're reading this! we remembered your strawberry field thing. AHAHHAHA. quite funny. leon i miss you we must go out after your review week i have stuff to tell you. hahahaa. and you have to spill on AHEM okay. haha hm then i went for training which was okay. the new laoshi's pretty okay. for now. we did quite alot of conditioning, the red plate thing is the most evil thing ever but at least we didnt run. yayy. then i went back with elaine and we are so retarded hahaha. okay so whats new. and i'm going away tmr for 3 dayssss:( i want to be here for easter! not fairr.

i have a ton of work which i have to finish by today. how nice.

2007-04-02T18:37:00.000+08:00

Soul set free in the one I love
Come on, come on
And let the whole earth sing in the freedom we know
Come on, come on and praise Him

We're gonna dance dance dance in the freedom we know
We're gonna dance dance in the freedom we know
We're gonna dance dance dance in the freedom we know
Because the freedom we know,
Is gonna last forever

I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY. *chants

2007-03-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

it was the laoshi's last day yesterday so we got her a cake. i think i'll miss her! i mean she's definitely better than YOU KNOW WHO. oh man. wonder who's coming next. and we wrote her a card in our rather disastrous chinese and she was laughing at it. hey its the thought that counts! hmm then a few of us went to NUH to visit vivian. POOR THING GET WELL SOOOOON:) we made quite alot of noise in the ward haha. it was fun i hope the operation on monday goes well. and i refuse to believe that the gym is cursed. NO NO NO. so anyway we ate downstairs afterwards. and talked on the couches while waiting for wei yee's mom which was fun. hmm then her mom dropped us off and i went home with jie qi hahaha and she's gonna be observant. haha.

"she annoys the shit out of me"
(pause)
"no wonder i get diarrhea everyday."

eh hehehehehheheh.

2007-03-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

I love you.

In a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me.

2007-03-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

i need to blog, but i cant find the right words to say.

i need to do something about this. i need to take control. i need to set a good example myself first and stop being so indifferent. cuz its my responsibility. i want to. but its easier said than done. and it doesnt help when i come back to a mountain of unfinished work to do and all i want to do is sleeeeeep.

today was...refreshing. in a way. despite operating on a few hours of sleep and all. i saw cherie at the airport!:) of all places we meet at the airport. haha. its way excitinggg.

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
Should I stumble again,
Til I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

And I'm reminded of my daddy in heaven's love for me, and suddenly. it doesnt seem so bad after all.

I love you.

2007-03-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

it's friday ALREADY. how unfair. some sort of holiday. anywayy. i saw leonie yesterday!!! hey babes i miss you! we so have to go out SOON SOON SOON. and i think it's funny how we get so happy when we buy something. haha. retail therapy works wonders. and SCANDALS omg ahhaha. hahaha. too funny. cheer up cheryl! don't be sad okay, it'll work out in the end:) ooh meie showed me this cool website. its way cool. haha. OKAY I gotta do work. this sucks. and this post doesnt really make sense. oh well.

2007-03-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

today sucked. training was a bitch. like seriously. there is something wrong with the coaches. theyre all pmsing so bad. unreasonable. i have really bad blisters due to horrible shoes which i will never ever wear again. no matter how nice they are. screw vault. i cant do it for nuts. running is painful. urgh. and my sandfly bites are not going down. and theyre as itchy as ever. i cant be bothered to use punctuation today. what a holiday this is. how fabulous.

im annoyed.

2007-03-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

Living my life in the fast lane.

hello i feel so itchyyyyy! i think now my hobby is like. applying cream on my bites. i seriously hope they don't spread. anyway friday was quite a happy day cuz it was the last day of school (ok not quite but still). but it was sarah's last day! :( we have sooo little people in class now. then had training and eggy sprained her ankle. oh man we are jinxed. hopefully it doesnt happen to whit next year (TOUCHWOOD). get well soon eggy! don't be sad!

then we went to waffle cuz it was elaine's birthday haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY. waffles are sooo good especially after training. its the best. ok prata's the best. but still. WE LOVE WAFFLES. haha. oh man me and elaine were getting so high. i think we're like karaoke machines or something we sing all the time like in waffle. in training. at the bus stop. SMACK THATTT. hahaha. i need a new earworm.

i think 4 gymmers together can be quite dangerous as there is full danger of us doing something embarrassing i.e, singing showstopper damn loudly at the traffic light.

2007-03-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

I KIND OF MISS OBS. KIND OF.

to the left, to the left! hahahahaha. HELLO GORGEOUS.

2007-03-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

IM BACKKK! i survivedd!

yay.

i love my bed. and my toilet. aaaaahhhhhhh.

tomorrow tomorrowwww. make it happen. please please i think i need it.

i love armstrong!:)

summary of obs in one word? : RAIN.

seriously. it rained non stop. day 3 was like the ultimate worst night of my LIFE i swear i have never felt so wet and miserable EVER. but other than that. KAYAKING<3 and i think i grew fatter cuz we just kept eating the biscuits and stuff they gave us HURHUR.

keep your hands off my girl, keep your hands off my girl. (HAHAHAHAHAA)

2007-02-25T11:14:00.000+08:00

yourfakebirthday.blogspot.com

hahahah! thanks to everyoneeeee:)

here's to a happy birthday and not dying in obs! cheers:D

2007-02-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

no one should ever, ever have to feel this way.

screw.

you're never here when i need you

2007-02-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

i am currently very very annoyed.

1. cny is making me damn fat.

2. talking to sandra just made me realize that i have about 452765763786 pieces of homework that i havent done.

3. i have no intention of doing aforementioned pieces of homework. i curse my laziness.

4. we have ss and lit test on thursday(which i havent studied for)

5. OBS is in a week's time.

6. i am possibly going to be maimed on ubin.

7. goodbye.

oh, on a happier note my birthday's in FIVE DAYS hahahahahhaha. YAY:)

HAPPY (ONE DAY EARLY) BIRTHDAY NATTYPOO.

2007-02-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

hello i have finally decided to update due to some people (JOAN) complaining about being too bored hahaha.

hahaha we had cny celebrations in school yesterday. concert was kind of a bore but AIR CON hahaha so. anyway. we had 3dg lou hei afterwards. thanks jean:) then we went out to eat and stuff. we saw miss hu's twin in town! hahaha cherie and adria just ran after her and i think she was kinda amused. hehhh anyway. i was laughing like crazy due to certain things (PURPLE GUY. SO NOT HOT) and vintage shirts are the love<3

nat cheryl sheeren and me went off halfway (hahah we didnt know where the rest were) we went shoppingggg but everywhere was so croweded and topshop has a serious lack of size. everything's like 12 14. annoying. i love diva still its like my new favourite shop. heh:) anyway. then cheryl and sheeren left to do some secret stuff hahahah then me and nat waited for mei to come. hi mei mei. you are a loser.

hahah ok happy chinese new year everyoneeeeeeee.

2007-02-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

Turn around, bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

2007-02-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

tired tired but strangely satisfied.

school today was okay. i felt so cheated by the chinese test. i really need to pass cheena this year :( and jelly got A1 for cheena! pro! and she wasn't even that excited or anything, i think i'd be sooo happy if i could get an A1. even an A2. man its so scary to think that it's in like, 3 months. nooo.

ran 2.4 in training for like two days straight. im not dead! its an accomplishment, i say. haha.

one thing that made my day today was receiving the note from mrs lee. im glad that we could brighten up her day. FOOD always works wonders:)

dance today was. good. we all did our solos twice and i didn't forget anything haha. just that it's super distracting to have the mirror in front, i'd rather dance not facing the mirror. but it was good anyway, i was super high afterwards. yay for the people who did well for Os!:)

yay for sunday!:) i've been looking foward to it like the whole week, it's the only thing that's keeping me going. yea mansss. i miss everyone. i miss last year.

i really miss alot of things about last year.

and there's so many things to worry about, like will i survive obs? will i EVER get amath? will we ever decide on a class shirt colour that doesnt make us look like flora and fauna?? what about chinese os? and jazz exam!

i remember someone telling me that if they have nothing to worry about, they'd FIND something to worry about. can i pass some of my worries to you, please? haha. i need a break. someone give me a kit kat.

nah. cast all your cares upon Him. :)

goodnightttttttt<33

2007-02-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

YEAA?? its so pretty! my aim is to own all the purple leotards in the world (i wish.)

i landed on my elbow in training today and my joint can crack. hahah i was going around asking people if they wanted to touch it. hahah. it's nothing major but now its starting to feel sore. bleah.

hahaha i love my cell, they make me laugh. let's go shopping (i wonder where hahahaha)

2007-01-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

Come to me and I will give you Rest.

it's been a super tiring week and i'm just glad i've managed to survive half of it. after tomorrow we'll be sorta free, i am so looking foward to it. amath was so horrible :/ i'm just not mathematically inclined. sigh. and what's more we had peerleading session after that and i was feeling so down i didn't help out AT ALL even when 1SY was being so uncooperative i just stood there cursing my inability at math/person who set the paper/life in general. I'M SO SORRY GUYS (if you're reading this) for being so useless when you needed me the most :/ me, hannah and jane were all feeling sucky and i guess our charges were at the receiving end haha. bleah. nevermind. emath today was better, thank God. next up's chem and zidu. after that a short break and soon tests again :( save me. thanks everyone who's been there for me abby sends her LOVE<333

I will carry you.

2007-01-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

RAIN CONCERT!

Me&Cassi at the entrance to indoor. There was actually like some Rain banner there and the fans were taking pictures like crazy with it. So for lack of better things to do we joined them. :)

Haha the Rain sign thingy.

yea mans. we had nice seats:) THANKS HUIMEI!

Ok i forgot what he was doing.

Hahaha ok i so was not checking him out...okmaybe.

Ooohlala.

Rain machine. damn cool

hahaha who's favourite part is this! (i think like the entire female population of singapore)

sorry i have alot of pictures of this. haha he knelt there for the longest time.

YEA? tell me its cool.

yo rain you my homie

me cassi huimei after<3!

2007-01-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

I'm finding my way back to sanity again

Though I don't really know what

I'm gonna do when I get there

Take a breath and hold on tight

Spin around one more time

And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't want to speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more than to

Sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing

Is where I want to be, yeah

Where I wanna be

2007-01-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

quick short post cuz some exciting things need to be said:)

thank you God for blessing me with such lovely people around me i don't know what i'd do without them:)

thank you for mei, cherylyn, leonie, jackie and nic cuz without them i wouldn't have laughed til my stomach hurt yesterday. (so looking forward to the next one babes!)

thank you for my lovely cell group cuz it's them that make coming to church worthwhile:)

thank you for aunna my spiritual grandma cuz without her i'd still be completely lost in amath:)

thank you for sandra cuz she's so sweet!! me, being darn bimbotic today, couldn't understand what she was trying to tell me over msn about the format for the quadratic formula worksheet. so she scanned the entire thing in for me! thank you, you're such a dear!!:)

(this post has abused the use of smiley faces, lol:) )

2007-01-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

yo my fwennnd. (quote huimei)

ok yay its finally the weekend i am truly very very happy. school's been really hectic and it seems like i have a million and one things to do every day. and i never have enough time. amath confuses me. chinese is just pointless. and chem is just...chem. anyway DG DG! i think our shirt's gonna rock big time man. im excited. i love getting high with danitza and cassi and eleanor and whoever else is as crazy and retarded as us. I HAVE AN INFECTIOUS LAUGH. hurhur. today we had this business@scgs briefing thing which i don't think i'm gonna do cuz i simply don't have enough time. i'll settle for like pw instead. we missed chinese cuz of the briefing:) we are cool. it was freezing the whole day cuz of the rain. hmm then ooh LEON came back!:) i totally screamed when i saw her omg i love her uniform. leonie if you're reading this you look nice in it!:) heh heh and i realized it was really rachel ong i saw yesterday with sasha walking into school. i was like who's that vj girl and i thought maybe its rachel but i was too tired to call out cuz i just finished training. speaking of training. the new guy's like so focused on conditioning. aching aching. we spent like one and a half hours conditioning today. how nice. im so totally dreading 2.4 every month cuz my stamina is like shit. helppppppp.

i carry your heart with me

2007-01-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

2007-01-06T09:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007 GUYSSSS.

i'm finally back and i'm in 3DG and i'm classrep AGAIN with danitzaaaaa.

school's been pretty okay, sec one orientation was funn:D

MR TANG IS SO FUNNY HAHAHAHHAHA.

I MISS 2CO LIKE CRAZY OMG :(

i miss classrepping such a great awesome retarded class.

but deegee's been pretty fun so far i get very retarded when i'm with eleanor. very very. you wouldn't want to know.

GUESS WHO!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHA NIC THE HOT GUY i finally found the picture:)

2006-12-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

you're my sunshine in the rain:)

its been raining and its been pretty gloomy the whole day but thanks you two for brightening it up:)

TO MY MOLECULES! CHECK THE CLASS BLOG!<3

a million miles away<3

heheheheheh look mom, i can drive! at hk disney(where i saw amelia and lizzz how small is it man)

2006-12-26T09:39:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!:)

though it didn't feel like it. i kept thinking christmas was on sunday. then when monday came around people were like merry christmas! and im like...what? oh yeah. hahah. anyway. on the eve of the eve of christmas, we went carolling at ecp. in the night. hahah quite fun yeah. me, tammie and sam were laughing alot. hm then i went to the cornerstone thing. it was really neat.
christmas eve! i went to nc service in the morning, at indoor. it was pretty good. really packed though. then tam's parents sent us to expo!:) had our sort of lunch there, met pamelaaa:D it's a really small world yeah! went in for service, then i met LYNNNNNNNNN!!!!!111oneoneone. its been too long babe. too long. like 2 years. yay:D then i left and we went to orchard and it was pouring so hard. icky rain. and it didnt show signs of stopping so we gave up and left.
christmas day! went to LYNNN's house for christmas lunch. delish:) then we went up to her room for some good old girltalk. thanks babe. if you didnt notice i felt like crying halfway through. but thanks for everything. i hope everything goes alright:) you know i'm only a phone call away. yup then i left and went back to windermere. christmas partay:D it was funner (haha) then i expected. definitely. i was talking to bernice and realized how lucky i was cuz she has to wake up at 545 every sunday for her service(at chc) and i shouldn't complain at all. yup. okay. the rain's being annoying again. bye.

2006-12-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

well i'm back from camp, and it was a blast although i was only there for day2&3. (i'm soo glad we didn't stay in tents. thank you rain, for once.) group 7, black pepper crab! hahaha. really funny, much love. praise the Lord:)

"why so emo, abby?" -says you know who you are:)

well. im just reminiscing. zhenni and i were doing it this morning, and i really really miss sec one and the technicolor song. (haha) zhenni says i haven't returned her her bangles which i don't recall borrowing AT ALL i'm sorry my dear. i'll ship them over if i find them:) mango and you! :) and what dreams are made of<3

meie just rang hurhur she always cheers me up:) "ohh my tennis coach is here and i'm pretending to be busy so he doesn't come over" and "i've got dried guava I'VE GOT THE POWER" haha i'll pass you some when i see you.

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end

2006-12-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

I saw you. I really did.

2006-12-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

you're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side,
you know i'll take your hand.
when it gets cold,
and it feels like the end
there's no place to go
you know i won't give in.
no i won't give in

keep holding on
cuz you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cuz you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
there's nothing you can say,
nothing you can do,
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cuz you know we'll make it through

so far away,
i wish you were here
before it's too late,
this could all disappear.
before the doors close,
and it comes to an end
with you my my side, i will fight and defend.
i'll fight and defend

i miss everything. and i really hate the rain it just spoils everything and its one of these days when all i wanna do is to curl up and die.

2006-12-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

guess who's back with a brand new track!

heh heh actually i got back on saturday. but i was too lazy to blog so yea. hongkong was great, i love the fooooood and bangkok was great too cuz everything was really cheap. yup. i have pictures with all the disney princesses, HAHAHAHA. met up with verity and all, i havent seen her for two yearssss oh man its been long. the dads were really funny together, as usual i guess im gonna wait another two years for this. oh well.

todayyy. i went like all the way to coro to join the lemon chicken gang but i ended up meeting them at cine instead(long story). watched eragon with jack, jethro(not part of gang), mei nat and jean. i thought it was nice but to quote jean, "very high on the cheese factor". heh heh. I WANT SOMEONE TO BE MY DRAGON. hahaha okay that was random. mei fell asleep, you lousy. hmm then we went to kino where jean got her funny angel book (don't kill me jean). then i went off to meet someone special and yea. here i am. oooh i recieved two christmas cards today, thanks leon and cheryllllll. they made me smile:D talking to leonie, she's in japannn and she says, "CUTE GUY ALERT!!!" hahahaha. tofu dollllll<333 cant wait for everyone to get back. yup okay im outtt. bye. i love you.

2006-12-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

is that too much that i'm asking for?

k, i will be away for the whole week starting tmr, so yea. hopefully i'll get internet access there in hong kong. I HATE PACKING its the shitxzzzxxxz. boo. WHAT'S THAT? THAT FREAKY THING? IT'S A NAKED MOLE RAT! hahaha. will miss that when i'm gone. okay, farethewell, i shall leave you with a picture.

slightly unglam, but abby says: This is a Small Carrier.

PS: avoid whitley's blog at all costs kthxbye.

PPS: i'm still missing you.

2006-12-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

you're irreplaceable.

hello starshine! today i was the only one who really took the word optional seriously hahahaha. like almost everyone went for optional training. haha i thought no one would go, seriously. then like i asked whit if she went. she was like yeaaa i did. and im like, riight. very funny. and shes like, no im serious. and i didnt believe cuz certain people like to trick me cuz i get tricked very easily(but thats another story). then i asked eggy and shes like damn right i went. hahah. ok fine. anyway i watched happy feet with mei, mel, leo and cherylyn. its my birthday today! as proclaimed by mel and meie. happy birthday to me. haha. omg like in hk cafe, we were eating halfway then leonie's like OMG soh kai hoon! then everyone ducked underneath the table and like a few seconds passed. then we're like...er where? hahahahah! it wasnt really her lah. though it really looked like her from an angle. hahaha. anyway happy feet was quite cute hahah i cant believe im saying this. but yeah. it really was quite...enjoyable. heh heh. then walked around and stuff and mel gave us a lesson on how to walk properly cuz we were like walking really slowly. hahah. mel said her head's empty. and meie said hers was MR. hahhahah ok inside joke. me and leonie were laughing so hard. then i went for dental and my dentist made another mould for my lower jaw. way gross. tasted like plastacine. ew for some plate thing. yuck. okayy. dont eat too much fish cuz the penguins need them more. bye.

2006-11-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend, that you'll fall in love with in the end
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song

haha currently stuck in my head. free day today :) which is not very good cuz i just eat/watch tv/go on the computer. yay me! (ok that was so london tipton hahaha i am so watching too much disney channel)

2006-11-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

FOUR, TRES, TWO, UNO!

girls day out today:) met cheryl and leon at food republic then like me and leon bought this huge plate of hokkien mee and people were staring. oh and HI BRACE FACE!:) we're all cool now. haha. we took neos! and went shoppppinggg (as usual). i want a trenchcoat haha i was like telling them that i like to imagine that i'm living in a cold country so i can get boots and stuff haha. leonie got her trench from dorothy perkins. way cool. the card's super pretty too. ok then i went home and my dad sent me to class. paddy was like thats a nice bun! i bet your mom did it for you. haha ok fine i cant do a neat bun for nuts now cuz my hair's so layered. and i was rather amused at..certain stuff. shant say cuz im too lazy haha. oh yeah, monday's training had bloodshed! whits hand bled when we were doing bars. and she had like 3 doses of qin chao you. omg :/ heal well soon yea. eh heh hehh. slow and i have great plans. ok bye.

2006-11-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

yo slow's sending me the step up soundtrack now:) yea man. i dont have to buy it now. haha. anyway we had the ecp funday thing yesterday, it was okay but really hotttt hahah i spent most of the time stoning in the sun. reading gossip girl. ehhehehehh. and like the darn poles kept floating away and i had go into the sea to get them and stick them in the sand again. then after like a million times i gave up and decided to let them float into sea(we were finishing up already anyway). hahaha. then like when it was over we were so hungry we ate the leftover cereal with warm milk, which is like how gross now that i think about it. but anything goes when you're hungry so yea.

today had church choir, i was quite tired so yea. but no matter, it was good:) then like after church we went to my aunt's place to finalize stuff for hk and all. and like her friend just opened a subway outlet and she gave me like this paper bag then i looked in it and there were like...5 subway cookies. heheheh. i was like OH THANKS. hahah and she had like a ton of sandwiches and cold cuts and stuff. so i basically had my dinner there. damn full. ok im really tired and i have cheena high training tmr. urgh. and meie's like ab i wanna tell you something. then i was like yea? and shes like im too lazy to type. ok dont tell me then mei. haha.

hrrhonnnncfitrfsxhisldis.dkhfp-avajhgtwasxh. i miss you.

smart in a stupid way

2006-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

training today. more people cuz of the dsa girls, so we waste more time. haha thats good yea. anyway like i was standing on the foam box waiting for my turn. and...i fell off. i fell off the foam box by standing on it! hahah whit saw the whole thing and i was laughing like mad. i have no idea why but it was seriously funny. hahah. me and whit were doing miss swan imitations when we were walking out of chinese high (in the rain. yes, in the rain) i think we were rather high. haha then we went to slow's to shower and stuff and caltex-ed. slow's dog likes me too much man:) hehh. oh then i got sent to the busstop hahah thanks guys. although the umbrella didnt really help cuz i still got wet. haha. yay i managed to find my way to east coast and back without getting lost. im proud of myself:) so we had the trial thing for ecp funday that's tmr, i really hope it goes well without any glitches. hahah i'll be a nice station master:) but i really pity the participants cuz erm..lets just say east coast is really big. hahah oh today i learnt that if you take cold showers in the night your stamina will increase. cool no? dont know if its true though.

2006-11-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

all that i'll do, comes back to you
so i'll just think about you 'til there's nothing in my head
all i can do, is try not to screw this up again

2006-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD:) cheena high training today. i wore milano hehehhehehe and our dearest captain who ordered me to wear didnt come! hahahaha. anyway. it was pretty ok. just that the music really annoys me. grr. ooh i found out that the two laoshis(NICE ONES) watch goong too like omg. theyre cool. hahaha. then she asked me which one i liked better, shin or yul then i was like DUH SHIN!! hurhur ok then went to plaza sing to meet up with whats left of 2CO haha<3 crazy bunch of people. we were like wrecking havoc in swensens. okay maybe not. but you get the idea. hahahah. mhmm then we went to watch casino royale! we were like screaming at the ahem part. YEAAA. but it was fun, the movie's great too:D they totally had me, i didnt see the ending coming at me at all. hahah. soo yea, we like walked around and cherylyn had to find a basketball but we couldnt find any. hahah and we discovered something on sien's shirt. hahaha ahem. ok then like i sorta got lost in the mrt station(for like the second time) but its so big lah. so i went back with naaaat and meimei. yeaa. im abbylicioussss. hahahah. slow and whit are L to the A to the ME.

2006-11-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

we got chased out of the gym today, HAHAHAHA but we still had to go train at hwachong. mrlim is such a spoilsport. but it was rather funny, mrs choo suddenly came in and she was like ok stop training. hah. theyre renovating the hall. so we like took a BUS there when the coaches took mrlim's car. hahaha he gave us the bus fare-_- he has a ton of coins man. anyway then we were walking really really slowly and decided we wouldnt take any bus except 171 when like almost all the buses go pass hwachong. heh. but we only wasted half an hour. then when we reached we had to warm up again. like wth. ooh we played whit's pcd cd hahahaha then like someone overheard that the guys thought it was the radio. heh..quite dense i must say. i crossed two overhead bridges today. cuz i had to cross over to the nanyang busstop. then when i reached coro i had to cross AGAIN. how nice. anyway i had lemon chickennn with mei, nic, jack and jethro hahahah. MEI AND NIC were being such retards hahah cuz jethro was going after them spitting pearls haha and they were like screaming and using ME as blockage. er thanks guys. then they went to get their shinglee and stuff and i didnt get anything. haha im such a slacker. mei said that she was gonna start when she reached home cuz SOMEONE already did (lol heh heh) then i was talking to her just now and shes like im reading fanfiction. hahah. im tired and i dont want to watch the shit show on wednesday also known as flushed away( hahaha shit show)deluded people of 2CO!come to your senses man hahah. ok. im really dead beat. wentworth miller was the guy in mariah carey's we belong together video!HOW COOL IS THAT YO.

2006-11-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

this weekend, i:

slept in, ate alot, expanded my earring collection, missed someone, realized that the world is really small, caught up on Vmars on youtube, smiled:)

the week ahead looks really hectic, i just pray that i can make it through:) rachel got saved in service today!!! :) :) i've been praying for her these past 3 weeks and i'm super glad that God has touched her in such a deep way, her enthusiasum is really infectious and i just can't help smiling. once again, im amazed at God's impact on people's lives and how i wish i can experience being born again haha:) seeing the smile on her face, gushing about AHHH i feel so different but its sooo GOOD, she just glows- that only can be God working in her life and i just can go on gushing about this, really:) today was the first step in her walk with God. i'm glad i was there. cuz it really showed me something that i think i've been trying to figure out for a very long time. and i'm still trying to figure it out, but i think i've come closer :)

okay, slightly different post today, well another side of me i guess:D have an awesome week ahead everyone!

never let go.

2006-11-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

WHEE I TOTALLY LOVEDD TODAYY<333 girlfriends are the best yo. and shoppppingg of course:) what we do best:)

ok training today was totally boring. like only half the team was there. mr lim didnt come though, HAHAHA. those who didnt come missed a training without him. HAHAHA. but it was freaking boring. we kept falling off the beam hahaha. its contagious. and xin lao shi cracks me up. she is amusing. but other than that waste of time. oh thanks tweetly for danity kane:)

then i bused home and quickly showered and changed and stuff i walked out of the house with wet hair hahah i cannot believe it. i dont do wet hair. haha but it dried off sooner or later. anyway i met cherylyn at the interchange and we met leon in town:) we were late. oops. so we treated leon to starbucks(HAHAHAH miss swan ok nvm). java chip. whee. calories. haha. anywayy we just shopped and shopped hahaha i love you guyss. leonie eggs me on to buy stuff. hahah. you fox addict im addicted tooo:) i love p&b its like my new favourite shop. and like me and cheryl swore that we wouldnt buy any earrings cuz we have seriously ALOT so like we walked past tons of earrings then cheryl was like "always look ahead in life abby! look straight!" then i was like yea don't look to the side too. cuz we were too tempted. haha. anywayyyy we discovered a shoe haven at heeren. dont tell you where. heh heh. prettayeee:) hahahah cheryl the p&b shortssss!!! get itt! you know you want it. leonie's dad cracks me up. he's so funny. hahaha. omg i want my hair to grow. now. i cant do the chopstick thing:( oh we saw steven lim. hahahah :/ love you taitaisss hahaha<3 trying on tons of clothes and basically having a blast:) bestest ever:) much love!

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omigosh. the meepok uncle died yesterday:( i just heard. there's an sms going around. oh gosh. all the sc people have the same emoticon in front of their nicks on msn. oh man...imagine school without meepok!!!!! noooo:( rest in peace, meepok uncle. i hope you're in a better place.

2006-11-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

♥2COURAGE2006

i wanna congratulate slow on her amazing display of talent and sheer willpower and determination. she actually managed to put on her contacts. wow! im amazed. really. haha okay im just really bored. today's my free day and i slept in whoohoo. and i have concluded that abby+rotting at home=FATTT cos i get bored and open the fridge and theres like millions of carbs in there. fatness. and slow was talking about how she ate three scoops of ice cream and a magnum then i was like...damn. magnum omg how good is that. so i went to the fridge and got a tim tam omgg. fat. ignoring slow now. hmm k. totally unproductive day today. thank goodness i have paddy's class later so hopefully i can burn off some fat. haha fridays class was like purely girls. only 4 of us:)

i reminded whit to bring her danity kane and honey cds like 13543573783578 times today. and she still says that she'll forget. hahaha. i have faith in you.

we in the car. we ride slow. we doing things that the girls dont do. the boys stare. its not bad. all my girls in the rainbow cadillac. yeaaa.

hahah okay im really bored. wind it up is really addictive HAHAHA. gotta love gwen stefani man. am i the only one who thinks the video rocks? my mom hates it. hurr but she loves sound of music. so shouldnt she like it. i love gwen! i was like listening to all her songs just now and i think it isnt fair to earn like millions of dollars just by saying 'you got it like that'. hahaha.

2006-11-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm in the beta version of blogger! cause i was feeling bored so i just clicked on it. hahaha. i can put labels on this post. interesting. haha. anyway training today. damn tired in the morning. i tell you its unhealthy to wake up this early in the holidays. haha after training they wanted to go to romeo and juliet's house hahaha wherever that is. but we didnt in the end so we went to veneziaa. in the rain. omg like we ran from the busstop and didnt jaywalk la so we took like the long route. in the rain. !!! soaking wet. i felt like i just had a shower. haha but thank goodness for our leotards so it wasnt that bad really. but still. it was freeezing. i had ham and egg pie! mmm. good stuff right eggy. haha slow and whit had ice cream. yay i went to venezia and didnt eat ice cream. cool. omg then like on the bus home i was freezing my ass off. it was freaking cold and i was sitting right under the air con. in a wet pe shirt. how nicee. and my feet felt really gross. but other than that rain is nice :D rain the korean star is nice too. hotness! i wanna go to the concert but it cheats your money. oh well. meie and i are gonna watch casino royale cuz james bond is kinda hot for an old guy. heh heh.

2006-11-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

(part of) 2COURAGE 06! just roar itttt:)

2006-11-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

step up today:D damn nice:) i love movies like these haha like honey, take the lead, dirty dancing and stuff. yay for dance:D channing tatum looks weird doing ballet hahah! the way he piles is so cutee. and he actually can pirouette...well kinda hahah. there was this part in the movie that was really sad:( but the dancing was really good. that girl from suite life who can dance really well was in it too! i keep forgetting her name. hmm. had lunch at taka. us being us, we had ice cream later. hahaha. no training tmr to burn it off :( haha then we went to fareast and saw kumar there hahah hes really skinny by the way. oh i think theres something wrong with me today. i was such a klutz lol hahah i kept dropping like. everything. thanks guys for patiently picking them up for me haha.

i cant find a pretty enough organizer for next yearrr. kino sucks. the organizers there dont have lines! hahah i am very tempted to buy confessions of a heiress. the cover is nicer than truth about diamonds! haha unfortunately sarah, whit and me judge books according to how pretty and glittery they are. i think everyone does actually. lol.

hahah me and ver are like obsessing over stomachs. like nora from step up and brittany snow from tucker. they all have damn nice stomachs please. hahah. and channing tatum is not a bisexual!!!! i refuse to believe it.

2006-11-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

had training today. NO TRAINING ON FRIDAY. yayness. haha um it was okay. i dont want to connect, its so scary. and how come we dont do front sommer on the springboard anymore. hahaha. thanks to bars my almost blister is back again. how nice. um then had conditioning but we only did like 2-3 sets then we were like whatever lah. haha. whit had gummies again :) then we walked to rtc cuz she was going to julia's house. haha i was talking about nicole richie's dandelion in trng then whit had it on her ipod! how cool. its kinda nice, i didnt think she could sing.

ahh nic's telling me about the shopping in hong kong now. apparently everything in fa yun gai is on sale. omgggg. i want my lacoste shoes. the ones with the silver alligator!!! i hope they have it there...and lots of other stuff omg why do we have to go in december when everythings more ex than november? blah. and alot colder too.

ew i have to go to the dentist later. slow said that her dentist looks at her feet. shouldnt he be looking at her teeth instead! hahaha. okay. my dentist doesnt notice my feet. hahaha.

MISS SWANNN: "he looka likea man!" hahahahhaha. she is so annoying. gosh.

2006-11-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha miss swan is so retarded. i feel like stabbing her, why is she so dumb hahahha. okay i can't stop laughing now. and eggy showed me the ntu survey thing, and i went off again. thankfully i'm not aching that much so my stomach isn't hurting that badly when i laugh haha. oh well. training today. i was early! laoshi was fascinated by eggy's knitting skills...okay not really. haha. it was kinda boring. i keep getting almost blisters. yknow pieces of skin that are about to become blisters but arent. haha i dont know. theyre quite gross to look at. well anyway. whit's sour skittles saved me after gym. haha oh yeah this reminds me of the peerlead stuff we have to do:/ skittles! haha. oh yeah i think its quite funny that whit and me (actually, only me) dont want to wear our milano leotards haha. cheongsam leotards! hahah. oh remember last time in june training they were the lucky leotards! when whit went up for kip and i went over for front hip! haha. how cool. maybe i shall consider on wednesday hahah. ok im bored. leonie just had her surgery! :/ all for braces, man i am so thankful i didnt go through that much pain when i did mine.

cant wait for hongkong..im practically rotting here in singapore. bye friends.

2006-11-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

haha today i finally went for training. i'm not aching yet! but soon...soon the pain will come. i'm predicting tomorrow. haha. anyway training was okay i guess. 4 freaking hours. we were let off early(laoshi feeling nice today?) so we played retarded games like the macdonalds game haha! its fun right guys. and the abcd game. i hope they let us off early every training lah. it'll be more bearable then. hahah oh yeah something really funny happened. meryl and mr lim! hahaha it was quite funny at that time. slow said it was something out of a movie HAHAHHA okay i think i found that more funny than the actual thing. slow you amuse me. greatly. i tried teaching her the sheep game and she couldnt get it. hahaha you slow poke!

i want nerd rope:( i have a strange craving for them. haha im bored. i just painted my nails. yay its the holidays! i just realized. cuz it doesnt seem like it; ive been going to school the whole week:/

the sky has fallen, and
it's early in the morning,
but it's okay...somehow.

2006-11-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

haha since so many people are bugging me to update. here it is :)

well peer support training/camp has ended and it was really great:) yay SC PSB:) we're gonna have so much fun next year! love all of you guysssss:)

much love<3 our tshirt is way cute too hahah

well holidays are here (rejoice!) but it also means that the year is coming to an end :( 2CO 06:) i love each and every one of you. it was awesome being your class rep, thanks for making it so so great:) oh yeah we had class dinner on monday, at seoul garden. hahaha it was funnnnn:) more people came this time! yay:)

last week i said more goodbyes than i had said in a month. really. i'm missing everyone :( like zhenniiiiiiiiii:) i just webcammed with her, love you girl!

hahaah zhenni and her bio book! which i dont have to take next year:) oh and she was showing me her baby brother, he's so cute! he waved at me and said bye bye:) ahh adorable:) and zhenni's obssessed with a guy's back! hahah just like in goong. except that i bet its a hot american guy huh hahaha:)

most of all, i miss you. come home soon :(

2006-10-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

Step one, you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2006-10-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

Heyyy:D

today i woke up hoping that the haze was still there cuz haze=no training! then at flag raising mr ang was all, oh the haze isn't that bad today. training resumes. i (slow and whit too) were like awww damn! so i made up this wind dance thing hahaha so that the haze would come, and guess what it worked! am i cool or am i cool:D no training today:)

so we had this math tessellation (sp?) thing today. it was pretty boring but me, jane and jiahui entertained ourselves by laughing over the retardedest things, like our inability to translate/rotate/draw arcs with the software hahaha. so yep. theres still i&e next week, damn :/

after school me and whit went to slow's house to watch scary movie 4 (with her brothers) which was pretty lame and retarded hahaha. sushi terriyaki tempura mitsubishi casio kimono something something hahaha. i found that pretty funny. then we went to caltex to get stuff haha,so fat. ooh and slow's dog is so cute! he likes me alot. hahaha according to sarah that is. oh and i saw meie's primary one photo omigosh ahhah its like potential blackmail material or something. seriously i couldnt stop laughing..

random thoughts:

the prison break guy is really cute. haha wentworth miller! his expression in pb is like, whoa. totally intense.

talentime on monday...i just realized that this is gonna be our last talentime ever in sc :(

i made peerleader:) congrats to everyone else who did too! and for those who didnt, dont be too sad theres always next year..cheerup!!!

Jesus take the wheel,
take it from my hand,
cause i can't do this on my own
i'm letting go,
so give me one more chance,
and save me from this road i'm on
Jesus, take the wheel.

2006-10-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hey all:D uhm we did nothing in school today, except for some talk thing which was pretty nice. Campaign for real beauty:) and tomorrow i have some dumb thing that lasts for the whole day, i cant wait. totally.

so basically everyone's obsessing about goong i mean DUH right it IS the nicest show right now:) my class is full of yul lovers :( anyway i still love 187cm joo ji hoon! hahaha he's sooo sweet. they just can't see it. HAHA. hmm, yeahh. and talentime is so totally urghh this year. but we'll rock the house:) ooh yea and (hopefully) we're having goong marathon this friday!! yippee:) 24 episodes in 24 hours. are we pro or what. hahaha (more like obsessed)

i really need to change my phone:( it annoys me. and the haze is another annoying thing, today i stepped out of school and it was all foggy. DUST AND SMOKE PARTICLES everywhere (haha geog) but it'll be pretty cool if they cancel school or something. today we didnt have flag raising cuz of the haze! cool.

LOVE YOUUUUU! BYEE:D

2006-10-13T14:56:00.000+08:00

the sweetest scene everrrr<3

2006-10-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

Heyo:)

today was such a boring day, waste of my time. should've ponned school like some people *coughcough* haha. well basically we just talked, and talked, and talked. and then we watched Coach Carter, which was okay. the other classes watched Take The Lead, so not fair! ): its nicer. haha

went to coro to eat afterwards. freaking full now but lemon chicken rice was good hahaha. and i just realized i missed subway again. i've never eaten subway in school before hahah cuz usually we have training and stuff but today i was free and i didnt get it. oh well.

i think my options for streaming are pretty much confirmed...i hope i get in! and we got back all our results, they were okay except for math cuz i totally zoned out on the paper): plus, i passed chinese which is no mean feat for me okay haha (by pass, i mean i got 50.0 on the dot am i pro or what). i'm not aiming for any amazing stream (ie. trip science) so i guess i'm satisfied.

God is gooood:)

I'll miss 2co soooo muchhhhh :( we'd better rock talentime!! look on the bright side guys, at least we're not doing opera like SY haha.

2006-10-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

God is great :)

Today we got back our chinese marks, and i was just praying and praying so hard that i would pass...

And i did! :)

YAYYYYYY.

2006-10-10T11:41:00.000+08:00

suddenly i see
why the hell it means so much to me

OKAY I AM SUCH A LOSER. everyone's probably in school getting back their papers, (which isnt the fun-est thing to do in the world), but i'm stuck at homeee. know why? cuz im sick. urghhh. and now im gonna be getting my results back all at once tmr...darn.

ok. i refuse to think about it. anyway, yesterday was okay i spent the first half of the day at home, and philo showed me this retarded video that is seriously freaking funny omigosh. i'd post it up here, but it'll block the sidebar. oh well it was so funny i was laughing like shit ahha.

ooh first episode of goong yesterday! hahaha they have english subs this time. but i already finished it, so oh well. yay 187cm tall joo ji hoon!! (YUL is so not cute..too all the yul whatisname fans out there)

ok bye im gonna watch so you think you can dance and topmodel that i taped yesterday haha.

2006-10-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO. EXAMS ARE OVERR! i shall not talk about chinese today cuz i have strictly announced it as NDP: no discussion policy.

okay so after the paper, nic's mom fetched us to taka and we ate crystal jade. over ordered and the gst and service charge alone was eleven bucks. and i am surrounded by cantonese speaking people haha:) i can't wait for hongkong!

went to watch john tucker must die after that, cine level 9 is pretty cool. john tucker was so funny haha. defintely a must watch. i loved the estrogen part LAWL. and plus the cinema was like three quarters filled with sc girls:) i like brittany snow and her clothess. they're so nice. and sophia bush is really pretty.

and after that we walked around and stuff and went to fox! omg their winter collection is so nice. haha me and jacky bought the same thing; hers green, mine beige. haha. but fox is really pretty this season. and i saw the cutest novo shoes i think im gonna drag my mom back again lol.

yay freedom at lastt :)

2006-10-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

NO MORE STUDYINGGG.
joy to the world!!!!! exams are OVERR. (well theres cheena tmr but you cant study for it anyway)

this is pretty cool. if you look at the dots they just look pink and disappear and reappear. but if you stare at the plus sign in the center the dots will turn green. stare long enough and all the pink dots will disappear! cool eh.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR! LAUOOOSH.

2006-09-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

FOUR MORE DAYS. 4 MORE till freedom!!!!

lit and chinese yesterday. both were okay, and i liked the lit poem:) yay for bao zhang bao dao too:)

omgggzzz, i seriously cant wait for exams to be over then we can go eat JAP FOODDD and shop and GAP is coming to town too so i cant waitt! haha. and i cant wait for hong kong too. blah. exams suck.

cuz im really bored, i shall present..

TEACHERS SAY THE DARNEST THINGS

class: ms lau, do you support jonathan leong?
ms lau: he's so heavy how do i support him?!
(LAWL)
scenario: we were having a cheena test, and it was a really stupid and useless test so all of us couldnt be bothered to seperate our tables properly. so we just moved them like 5cm away from each other.
chen li hsi: [in chinese] SEPERATE YOUR TABLES FURTHER! look i'm so skinny and even i cant squeeze through!

HAHAHAH. okay byeeee:D and good luck to everyone who's having eoys!

2006-09-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

hello today i discovered that there are pockets in my fbts!! hahaa its so cool:D (mine are the split ones, im not sure if the straight cut ones have pockets) dont you think its cool. i can put my keys inside or something. okay...maybe not.

had science and english paper 1 today, which were both okay. i realize that my flu's back :(( i was trying so hard not to sneeze loudly in science, which resulted in funny coughish-gasping-for-air noises coming from me:/ and whats worse is that the room we were in was air conditioned. so i was sneezing+freezing my butt off. and i realize that exams make my handwriting screwed up cuz after the eng paper, in which i rewrote my complain letter 3 times (dont ask) my hand felt like it was gonna drop off so in science i just cursived the whole way. i hope its legible. haha.

there's lit and chinese paper 1 tomorrow and i just realized how important is chinese paper 1 cuz for people like me who are on the verge of failing chinese, every single mark counts. and i don't know how to study for lit.

and i realize that i shouldnt be on the computer at all.

No Promises

2006-09-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

2006-09-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

cause you're leaving, on a jet plane

don't know when you'll be back again

zhenni's last day at school yesterday): another person leaving. to remember the good old sec one days, zhenni, kj and i went to eat frozen strawberries again): we sat at the same place, even. "this is where it all started, and where it all ends" so apt eh.

ZHENNI i hope you enjoy san fran okay??? don't be naughty and come back with an american accent! and don't forget to write :) LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BABE<3

2006-09-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

You got my temperature rising like el nin-yo.

haha its been stuck in my head the whole day. i need RAIN RAIN RAINN. haha and the that's my goal song, me and leonie were singing it in history. school is such a bore. well maybe except for science cuz we're doing chapter six HURHUR. everyone seems unusually interested all of a sudden EH. but still its rather gross take today for example we learnt about ______, which is just EW. i dont even wanna go there.

yesterday in home ec we made this caramel custard thing, which was SO SWEET i felt like puking when i tasted it. i wont be surprised if i get diabetes, its just pure sugar man! but the trifle was nice:) jane and sarah gave me all their kiwi and i gave them all my peaches. haha jiahui wasn't there cuz of piano exam so i had to work with mrs ho. HI MRS HO! you practically did everything for me. haha

and after that we had assembly, which was er kinda weird. some indian temple thing..elea and i found out we dislike the same person. haha. i like ca3:) its quite a fluke cuz i actually got a B for chinese and pretty high for everything else so yes. so did everyone else. but i like:) but why is it only 10 percent! and OH SLOW!!! if you're reading this, GOOD NEWS the science quiz isn't counted. WHOOHOO. thank you asknlearn! (for crashing and causing all our scores to disappear)

oh today some people in class were doing the go korea thing! haha i was so excited, cuz they did it in goong too. the clap clap thing. haha. i'll support korea the next world cup:) okay back to my best friends now (textbooks).

2006-09-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

everybody scream your heart outttt.

who said life was fair?

2006-09-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO AFTER THIS I AM GOING TO STUDY I SWEAR.

ok. haha my blog isn't screwed anymore. i realize it has the tendency to be screwed after i havent blogged for a long time, haha. so anyway english oral was okay. guess who i got!! haha. a certain teacher who pronounces public as PLUBIC. but it was better than i expected, except that I SAID THAT THE CREATURES WERE REAL. damn. cuz i had more things to talk about if they were real but now that i look back, they obviously were fake. duh. way to go abby.

JON LEONG JON LEONG for singapore idol! that reminds me the other day in math, ms lau used singapore idol as one of her examples for statistics and the whole class was trying not to laugh SO BAD. then someone was like, ms lau, who do you support? then she said i have no time to watch silly things like this. HAHAHA

thursday's training was so freaking tiring everyone was just dying. 10 rounds for the jump thing and tip toes. how fun. NOT.

DO YOU KNOW that goong (princess hours) is showing on CHANNEL U on 9 october!! everyone must watch! its kinda like full house and my lovely samsoon, only BETTER with definitely more attractive characters and awesome clothes! hahaha. watch it!

gah its really sad that alot of people are leaving. zhenni's (partner 2005!) leaving for US like, next next week. and joyce who's left already. and alot more people. ahh sometimes i think i would like to go too but i think i'd miss singapore. oh well.

i think its time to hit the books!! SO FUN.

2006-09-08T10:53:00.000+08:00

hi i went for training today and when i got there the doors weren't open yet! and the rest were sitting on the floor and it was about 8 already so i happily thought that maybe the coaches forgot there was training on thursday or something. but then at PRECISELY eight o clock all of them (including mrlim) appeared at the same time. gah!

trng was okay, better than monday's at least. after that i went home with full intention to study but haha. after i bathed i really didnt feel like doing anything so i took out my old croc files vcds to watch(HAHA). and its really sad that steve irwin died cuz he really loved animals. well at least it was a stingray not a croc cuz it would be pretty funny wouldnt it...if the crocodile hunter got killed by a crocodile. haha. ahem. nevermind.

after that i was like, since the dvd player is on i can watch goong for awhile so i did. but its so nice. snaps for the producers (they created my lovely samsoon too) so yeah. then i forced myself to do history but i only got as far as...two pages. gah. and i left my geog wb in school so i cant do anything. hahaha.

yay jonathan leong (lau) sang chasing cars! YAY. haha. snow patrol<3 i reallly hope he wins.

2006-09-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

haha i just want to say that i love GOONG! (princess hours) it's a korean show and its like the best! i really should be studying and all but its just so gooddd. watch it everyone. (its on dvd)

and like i keep telling anyone who would listen to watch goong and i keep going on and on about it. sadly the only person i know who likes korean dramas is whit so you better watch after the exams okay! i'll lend it to you:)

and sadly its all i think about its true. yesterday i had training and it was freaking tiring and i kept thinking about goong so yeah if you caught me stoning..haha. the prince is sooo tall and manly HAHAHAHA he's like taller than 1.85. SWOON!!!!! and he's so caring and blah! and the ex girlfriend of the prince is so annoying i feel like stabbing her. gahh. go away biatch!

oh yeah, yesterday i studied! at kap after trng with slow and whit:) yay i feel accomplished. and like we kept thinking of acronyms for stuff like SS (starch and sugar) HAHAHAHA. ok inside joke. at least it was productive cuz if i went home i would just bathe and fall asleep. (OR watch goong)

ok time to ~~watch goong~~ study. BYEBYEBYE.

2006-08-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

under your skin feels like home
electric shocks on aching bones
there is a darkness deep in you
a frightening magic i cling to

snow patrol<3 got it today cuz it was just sitting there looking so tempting so i gave in. haha awesomeness :) i dont really buy cds often (cuz you can just ask someone to send the song to you, really) but snow patrol's special :)

be yourself day/aces day today. hurhur. it was nice to see everyone dressed up and i had a total polka dot overdose. haha. it rained so we didn't have to do our routine on the track, thank goodness. imagine how gross that'll be. so we did it in the hall instead. haha we won 2nd :) had the teacher's day celebrations after that and i have damn funny pictures ahhaa.

jacky and nicole did like sketchbooks for ms lau and laoshi then we went up to the staffroom to give it to lau first. haah then she was like flipping thru and said did i really say my word is law? haha. and the 'i have never stepped into a 4D shop before' thing haha okay. and nic said ms lau's shirt looked like the pythagoras theorem. haha

went for lunch with sexy after that. and like on the bus, she was like 'i feel like doing something retarded today' so whats new EH! LAUOOOSH. hahahha. I NEED TO STUDY SO BAD. motivate me someone. oh yeah. i think i tied about 10 ties today and i'm supposed to be a girl. haha. i cant remember when i started studying last year. but when i finally remember when finals would have already started so ohwell. and ELEA IM GLAD YOU DIDNT GO TO NJ. haha. be honoured.

oh yeah. i think im going mad because the other day in chinese i was huming a tune to myself then jane was like abby what are you singing? then i thought for awhile and i realized it was the GYM PARA PARA SONG. someone kill me please haha. ew.

2006-08-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO yay my blog isn't screwed anymore:D i think there was a problem with the old layout. but there's something wrong with the alignment of this so i have to blog more to make sure the gymmer thing doesnt block it haha.

anyway.. i had home ec today and we made bor bor cha cha I THINK. (is it what thats called?) the yam and sweet potato thing. and erm this lemon grass tea which i gave to sexy (how kind of me.) i tell you the things they give to cook are becoming weirder and weirder every year.

no tests today, so we used up like 2 periods for aces day. EVERYBODY WAS KUNGFU FIGHTING! (not really)

damn i wanna watch the devil wears prada. but meie is so bent on watching the breakup (AGAIN) she keeps asking me if i want to watch (AGAIN) for like 4675335753757358 times a day.

and like yesterday i went to cactus and pine and bought a HUGE polkadotted red and white hairband and hoop earrings the size of a doorknob haha for aces day -_- dont laugh haha our theme is RETRO its damn cool. cos we are COol people. heh.

ok im damn random today i know its probably cuz im so happy got my blog up again hurhur. ooh theres my lovely samsoon today (i'm rewatching!) and princess hours (kinda lame) but still! anything's better than studying (CUE GROAN)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2006-08-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

HEH HEH SO CUTE! but i dont have a mouth. haha. and we all have like super broad shoulders :S

anyway, had salad jubilee today! we sold rojak (which isnt really a salad but nvm). ROAR-jak! haha. get it. cuz its courage. haha. had fun! all the sec twos salads were so yummy:) i'm glad everything fell into place today cuz it was rather last minute. yay:)

now i know how to make rojak okay i feel accomplished.

drat there's training tmr. just thinking of all the flips makes me dizzy. and vault. and bars. and beam. blah. and we have to do it until competition is near.

GOOD LUCK to me. cuz i need it. haha.

2006-08-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

today was good:D besides the two tests and the annoying computer studies guy, everything was okay cuz we got to COOK! yay. we did sweet potato wedges which is not as disgusting as it sounds and this roast chicken honey thing, it was DAYUM GOOD MAN. mmm. and i'm not allowed to touch my chicken cuz my mom wants to try it and she hasnt come home yet!!! grr.
i love kinder chocolate:) its like the chocolate you get from kinder surprise minus the egg shape and all. just the plain chocolate and its so good! haha. i want to go candy empire again :D

they didnt have veronica mars yesterday so i was sad. blah. stupid now i have to wait one more week.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

rojak thing on wednesday, its really last minute!!! leonie just called me cuz she found unripe mangoes mrs ho told us to get, haha. so one thing off the list i guess. now i need to find blue onion flower something something(?) hahaha. BUY ROJAK ON WEDNESDAY DURING RAP PERIOD! we got the recipe from the food republic woman yknow!

lol, i just went to the class blog and the tagboard is freaking funny

gemma
10:51 AM Aug 21, 2006 IP 121:37
hello it's cs now.

JIAYIN
10:53 AM Aug 21, 2006 IP 121:37
CS CS CS now~ haha : D

eLea
10:55 AM Aug 21, 2006 IP 121:37
heeellooo.its boring.its cold.its unfun.guess.aiya.its CS.

van
11:19 AM Aug 21, 2006 IP 121:37
CS IS BORINGGG

heh heh. ok i just found that funny. eleanor so sexy. haha.

2006-08-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

welcome to the planet
welcome to existence
everyone's here
everyone's here
everybody's watching you now
everybody waits for you now
what happens next,
what happens next

i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself above the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened before

welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistence
the tension is here
the tension is here
between who you are and who you could be
between how it is and how it should be,
yeah

i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself above the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened
today never happened

maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
where can you run to escape from yourself
where you gonna go,
where you gonna go,
salvation is here

Dare You To Move- Switchfoot. from A Walk to Remember<3

me and tammie were gushing about it [the movie] the whole day
cuz its just so sweet omg
its diabetic!<3

so today, i had cell in the morning with huimin and qiufen
Qf spoke about things that are of and not of this world
i think i learnt a lot:)
and we had our 20years celebration !
&we sang The Time Has Come
hahaha finally man!

sometimes i think that i have really really bad karma
and life is just out to get me
but today i realized that God has a plan for all of us
&everything is ordained
so give thanks, cuz each and every day you're living out God's master plan
so smile! :) everything happens for a reason, we just have to wait and see

I love you.

2006-08-19T08:58:00.000+08:00

haha. before planetshakers!

oops. too heavy i guess

after!

:)

more later! when i find the wire thingy.

2006-08-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

hi wassup!
ok i wasn't really intending to update but i'll just forget what i did the past few days if i dont write it down
so yea
planetshakers (sat)
with tams, joyce, nicole, jecolia, jane, jean!
it was reallly awesomeeee:D
just that i kept trodding on the feet of the guy behind me
oops
haha anyway, pictures soon when i find the wire thingy
sunday
had cell in the morning
church, planetshakers led us for worship:D
uhm, went out for joyce's farwell (she's leaving on friday to beijing ): ): )
we went to tampines mall haha to the arcade!
air hockey! it was like 2 vs 1 okay
debbie and joyce vs. me
heh.

yesterday, i had pilots! (pilates)
mel, its pronounced pee-lah-tays.
it was quite boring but fun anyway haha
the mats they gave us were sooo lousy
nicole's one had 3 holes in it after the thing finished
and i had a yucky colour
anyway, met tammie and debbie after that
sorry to keep you guys waiting!
we went to lido to watch click with joyce, timothy and philo
i was telling everyone i would cry
and guess what, i did
haha its sad okay!
i started crying and stopped then something happened and i went off again
lol
sent joyce off after the movie
walked to the mrt
and i got lost inside cityhall -_-
never knew it was possible to get lost inside an mrt station
but seriously! we went up down and up again
but finally i found the correct platform
haha

and today was so boring i swear i couldve died
double chinese : killer
we did completely useless stuff for like 2 PERIODSSS.
urgh waste my time
the rest of the day was boring
i think we had the most fun in english (last period)
mrs lee wasnt there and there was a relief teacher
so we pretended to discuss stuff but we were playing Truth or Truth.
haha jeez, me and leonie are like the sickest, ever
the wrath of jm and the spinning pen
haha

i'll miss you, joyce ): have a safe trippppp:D