Friday, May 18, 2007
i wish i could dance all day.
cuz when i'm dancing, everything temporarily disappears for a moment. it's just me and the wooden floor, i get so caught up in every turn, every leap, every kick. nothing seems to matter anymore, not my horrible chem results, not the physics test we had today, not what's going to happen for open house tomorrow. im just in my little bubble, watching the other dancers, getting in rhythm. us and the music. that's all that matters. and today it just struck me how much i want to continue after the june exam. i so want to continue, i dont care if it means cutting down on my sleep and time for other things. it'll be hard work, but it's gonna be worth it.
on to other things, i'm currently feeling so flippant about my results i'm scaring myself. i did like the worst, ever for chem and i'm not caring. i probably did the same for physics today too. but im freaking not bothering to do anything. i dont know whats happening to me, seriously. :(
today we did our cool awesome beautiful sparkly gold gym board. its prettyful. and we took lotsa cool pictures outside the gym. i think we're rather cooool! me and elaine went to bugis to get stuff with deb and yiting, i think i have a thing in general about buying stationary. its starting to freak me out. see what i mean about not getting myself nowadays.
tons of people are abandoning me next weeeeeeek :(
oh, and.
TEAM EDWARD!
;here in your arms*